Who here is same as me?

i have no friends, yeah i have but the end of cl, they ignore me. my best friends have new best friends (that i just cannot hang out with) and i started when they leave me behind like going somewhere or recess. now i the people i hang out with now is only temporary, i may hang out with them all day but tomorrow, they become distant or i become distant, but when i want to get back with them, i just can't anymore... or when people talk to me, i just can't say anything because there is nothing to talk about and i don't want talking about other people because i know i might hurt them...